Friday, May 30, 2008

Sisters are closer to their brothers,or I feel so for self solace.
Taking something from someone I expected from someone else.It's Goa's birthday-should I celebrate or the flag is still to be hosted?The first two levels are cleared but the the feather is still missing from the cap.
Settling with the mediocre or waiting for the best-both are risky.
People have started visiting me and that too just,just for me or I still fear negligence?
Have i become possessive??The fire needs to be spread.
'Excess of everything is bad'.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Successfully Unsuccessful

Shampooing in the wash basin, trying to smile without showing teeth,getting up early for no reason,waiting for THAT day thirstily,glad to hear Mr.Deshpandey's decision(Manager,HRD(Goa Shipyard Limited),enthusiastically becoming a debtor,wanting to walk behind that,eagerly waiting for a chance to help that,breaking that promise(blocking the way of fulfilling the promise),sometimes feeling elevated,sometimes pressed down,conversing more and finding opportunities for even more.Thinking more and more on issues,making a plan and avoiding it.Feeling the self-importance when one puts hand around the neck and then just a click of that-and every feeling suppresses-a week with mixed feelings.