Successfully Unsuccessful

Shampooing in the wash basin, trying to smile without showing teeth,getting up early for no reason,waiting for THAT day thirstily,glad to hear Mr.Deshpandey's decision(Manager,HRD(Goa Shipyard Limited),enthusiastically becoming a debtor,wanting to walk behind that,eagerly waiting for a chance to help that,breaking that promise(blocking the way of fulfilling the promise),sometimes feeling elevated,sometimes pressed down,conversing more and finding opportunities for even more.Thinking more and more on issues,making a plan and avoiding it.Feeling the self-importance when one puts hand around the neck and then just a click of that-and every feeling suppresses-a week with mixed feelings.